Sunday, June 19, 2011

forever

nothing lasts forever.

but i'm going to enjoy life, love, people, everything

while it does.


because i want my happy ending.

night cravings

list of things i crave at night:

-ferrero rocher chocolate
-pizza
-spaghettini with fresh tomatoes and olive oil
-sushi
-french fries


....this. is. why. i. am. fat.

Friday, June 17, 2011

all in good time

i have to keep up my progress; that way it actually becomes progress!
-day two of vitamins (they taste kind of bad)
-jogging/walking (i got a lot of glances from cars...creepy and not that flattering considering i have thunder thighs)
-haven't ended this day yet but i will take a nice hot shower before i sleep!

:)

routine

every day i will make sure i

-shower before i sleep
-take my pills
-jog


every.single.day. until college starts...

:)

Thursday, June 16, 2011

i said

"shut the fuck up" under my breath

and my mom heard me.

i don't feel sorry though.


that is bad. i think.

but screaming and degrading and nagging is also bad, isn't it?

i don't know; i just want to get away and disappear...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

oh, happy day!

my mum just made me a blueberry smoothie and gave me a small bowl of blueberries :)

that was my first meal of the day and it's 5:03 pm

hehe

one step at a time ladies :)

xoxo, coco


p.s. helen, i thought of you when i posted that song :)

dedicated to you




for every girl here who wants to be understood