eating out with friends resulted in disaster.
i ate noodles and three pieces of chocolate.
i also came home and ate some more; i don't even remember what.
my mother made dinner so i had some of that too.
fuck. i was doing so well.
....i'm going to exercise for an hour outside; just by running and jumping in the dark with my headphones on. afterwards a nice shower and i should be fine, as long as i stay up late.
i'll update back in an hour or so.
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i haven't showered yet, but i ran/jogged/jumped/danced outside.
i still feel fat.
i still hate my body
i still can't stand myself.
oh love.
ReplyDeletei hope you feel better soon.
you will get there.
xox
Oh me too me too me too.
ReplyDeleteAnd I hate that I hate it. And I hate that you hate it.
I hope you're alright, dear. I send you all my love.
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