Thursday, April 7, 2011

hello again...

i am struggling...
with prom coming up (i got asked in a very cute way :), summer vacation coming soon, and more reasons to not cover myself in layers and layers of cloth, i'm terrified.

i'm disgusting. i can feel the fat on my face, arms, legs, belly and neck. i just hate all of this and i want to step out of my own skin...or change it.

i must, must, must change. i really must. and i'll do whatever it takes to become thin by the end of this month.

bear with me, lovelies. i'm trying yet another time.