not even yourself.
i'm starting again, starting over
i'm so tired of starting over
so sick of trying and trying and not trying and forgetting and remembering and trying again and again and again
but for what purpose?
to what am i running towards, so desperately?
i need a lover.
i feel this frustration, dear. x
ReplyDeletei'm starting again too. it has been a long time. i need this.
ReplyDeletexo helen
Cheer up deary, it'll be okay. We're here for you until you get through this. <3 It might take a while, but you'll feel better before you know it.
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