Thursday, April 1, 2010

near apathy

i really want to get into university of chicago.
very much so

grades are consuming me, school, SAT scores, etc

i simply feel too overwhelmed to care about my body anymore
sometimes i feel like leaving my body to die
and just focusing on "priorities"

i know i'll regret it later, but for now i can't think about too many things at once.

life is depressing right now.


  1. i know exactly what you mean. i feel the exact same way. but you have to hang in there chicky. you're doing so great. =]

  2. Do what you feel best with now, you can come backto this later if you want, but you gotta do what is right for you, xo. *Hugs*

  3. I know how you feel... I basically had Columbia dangled in front of me than snatched away at the last moment. The story is in the months of october and november '09 on my blog. I truly regret how scared I was because that fear crippled my ability to get anything productive accomplished. So don't be afraid. Do what you can now, and know that in the end things will turn out for the better (they did for me!)