so what exactly constitutes "mixed feelings"?
and an interesting conversation between my mother and me whilst driving home from school:
me: "high school relationships are meaningless."
mom: "there is something innocent about them though; not much calculation if you compare it to adulthood. In high school you just like someone because you do."
me: "still. they mean nothing."
mom: "no relationship means nothing. even if the magnitude of meaning differs, every relationship means something."