you know the ones that leave marks? that never fade completely away?
i really don't like those.
this is more of in the figurative sense. i guess what i'm trying to express here is this feeling of heartache and bitterness i feel after my encounters with some people. ex boyfriends who want to make your life miserable just to see you suffer, friends who throw knives at your heart and expect you to apologize, and the like.
it almost makes me wish i never met those people. but do i really want that? i don't quite know.
all i know right now is that it hurts, and i'm tired.