Thursday, May 27, 2010


in desperate need of motivation; some reason to live

haha okay, so it's not a matter of life or death.

but lately i have not been posting much because i feel simply hopeless. like all of this is just high wishes that can never be achieved. it's so hard.
thinspo only serves for me to feel sad and hate myself.
but even that doesn't stop me from eating till i want to die.

i think i overeat on purpose so i can feel like shit afterwards. if that makes sense. i'm twisted and sad, i know.

but back to the point- are any of you guys feeling down lately too? how can i get out of this slump? i really need to get myself back together but the pieces are so scattered...


  1. i overeat to hurt myself which is completely messed up but there you have it.
    i'm feeling down, down, down, down, down. i'm trying to just get through it. when i figure a way i'll be sure to let you know.

  2. aww helen, i guess we're in this together then; i hope you feel better <3

  3. i gave you an award :)