last night is really kind of in pieces, like shards of light at certain times of the day

it was cold. a light drizzle

with two friends, lovely lovely friends

we blazed and smoked and watched the glittering city lights on top of the hill as the night slowly crept away

i remember being rather frustrated at my inability to be composed and collected

then i realized i wasn't the only one

i also remember being able to see quite clearly despite the dark and being rather startled by how close charles was sitting next to me

but in a pleasant sort of confused way

....it was a good night. i woke up smiling.