Tuesday, October 12, 2010

screw up

sorry matilda.helen. and everyone else who was watching me progress. today my dad made me dinner and he tried so hard and i thought it would break his heart if i just left the plate untouched. i had salmon, beans, and vegetables. and now i'm eating some cereal.

yeah, once i start, it's a destructive path down.

but on the plus side, i won't eat tomorrow; i'll drink very little juice and go fencing to burn more calories.

i'm sorry.

yours truly,



  1. I don't think that is a fail my lovely, I think it was considerate and caring and you certainly wouldn't have eaten enough to gain weight other than that of the momentary food - not failure.

    I love you munchkin, thank you for all my comments, I am really grateful xxx

  2. oh lovely.
    don't see yourself as a failure.

    everyone has bad days.

    you'll get there in the end.

  3. darling, you are not a failure.
    no way, nu-huh. *shaking head rigorously*
    this happens to everybody!
    we just have to pick ourselves back up and carry on.